every finger in the room
is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
then i get afraid what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
figures that my COURAGE
would choose to sell out now

I’ve been looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
I’ve been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
just what GOD needs
one more victim

why do we crucify ourselves
every day I crucify myself
nothing I do is good enough for you
crucify myself
every day
I crucify myself
and my HEART is sick of being
in chains

got a kick for a dog
beggin’ for LOVE
I gotta have my suffering
so that I can have my cross
I know a cat named easter
he says will you ever learn
you’re just an empty cage girl
if you kill the bird

I’ve been looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
I’ve been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
got enough GUILT to start
my own religion

why do we crucify ourselves
every day I crucify myself
nothing I do is good enough for you
crucify myself
every day I crucify myself
and my HEART is sick of being in chains

please be
save me
I CRY

looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
I’ve been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
where are those angels
when you need them

why do we crucify ourselves
every day I crucify myself
nothing I do is good enough for you
crucify myself
every day I crucify myself
and my HEART is sick of being
in chains

why do we
crucify ourselves
everyday

never going back again
crucify myself
again you know
never going back again to
crucify myself
everyday